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Where do I begin.....I am an addict! I have been clean for 59 days----WOW! It seems so much longer then that! My drug use began in high school (class of 85)----used mainly pill, some marijuana, crack a time or two, oh and opiates (I did mix these drugs with alchol)-----sigh! I ended up on Xanax and hydrocodone for about the past 3 years or so, I have had some memory loss, fortunately for me it is coming back piece by piece. There were serveral things that caused me to seek help, my fiance', my son and my youngest niece. All 3 of them played a large factor; they will probably never realize that they actually saved my life!

Psalm 34:5
“Those who look to him are radiant; their faces are never covered with shame.” (NIV)

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Day 68

Not much change since yesterday!  Want to be to myself----tried to go to the grocery store today----it was horrible!  Could not get out of there quick enough----the one positive thing is that I did not go to aldi and by the looks of the store I did go to everyone else must have been at aldi's! (horrible, horrible headache)----is this as good as it gets?  Really? I pray to God not!