Insomnia!!!! GO AWAY! PLEASE!

Well the insomnia is still here!  Really bad headache today!  When will normalcy set in.....I think I am going to have to make everything normal......where do I begin on that?  Have 2 appointments next week so I think after that I am going to return to work....I have attempted to return back to work about 2 weeks after I started rehab.....WAY to early!  Once I got to work I did not know how to function without drugs----I was so use to having my bottles sitting on my desk beside me I didn't know what to do.....my therapist said that work is a trigger----it is common with addictions, you have triggers----I have 3 now, I did have 4 but one of them was a new one so I think it made it easier to shake.  The 2nd one is driving, once I was detoxing, when I drive it is like I am high, I can only imagine what I was like driving "actually" HIGH!  OMG! I am so surprised that I didn't kill anyone----that really scares me!  I have only driven about a handful of times since I began treatment.  The third trigger----FAMILY!  Wanted to run when everyone was here!  This one is getting easier now as well.  The 2 that have to do with those closest to me have been the triggers that have improved some. 

There is so much stress at work I think that is what makes it such a large trigger and almost my entire career there has been "impaired".