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Where do I begin.....I am an addict! I have been clean for 59 days----WOW! It seems so much longer then that! My drug use began in high school (class of 85)----used mainly pill, some marijuana, crack a time or two, oh and opiates (I did mix these drugs with alchol)-----sigh! I ended up on Xanax and hydrocodone for about the past 3 years or so, I have had some memory loss, fortunately for me it is coming back piece by piece. There were serveral things that caused me to seek help, my fiance', my son and my youngest niece. All 3 of them played a large factor; they will probably never realize that they actually saved my life!

Psalm 34:5
“Those who look to him are radiant; their faces are never covered with shame.” (NIV)

Sunday, September 11, 2011


Well I guess I just found another trigger! So we have ATT who lets their reps get cussed out and screamed at who have to just sit there and take it, abuse and my ex and bunch----it sucks! How do you get rid of them or do you ever go away?----I will absolutely scream if one more person tells me to lock the memories up in an imaginary box again!!!! Not working!!!!! Anyone have ideas that are LEGAL let me know :) SCREAM!!! Okay not in such a good mood today I guess but this shall pass!